Never let me go 

A fictional movie putting reality in it's place. 

So yesterday I drove to pick up a boks of dvd's someone was giving away. Since I am so broke that I can't afford netflix and all those things. 



And before bedtime i desided to watch something I thought to be a romantic movie which it in a way was but it ended up to be so much more. There is a bok and I think i want to read it if i can find it!

I watched this movie last night, when it was finished I thought, well that was time waisted. But then a feeling hit me that I can't describe. So I thought about the movie, of what feeling it gave me. It gave me the feeling of hopelessness feeling of life wasted. It was also a strong powerful feeling not necessarily a negative one. Maybe the people in the movie had no choice it was so bizzar and out of the blue and I didn't know what the movie was about before after thinking about it for a bit. 

And it made me feel like the people in the movie had no choice, they had a short and wastefull life with love with no understanding of what really happend to them. 

So many things they could have achieved, dreams they could have followed. 

Gave me a strong feeling of not wanting to waste my life away. 

Not wanting to give up on the love that I want to have in my life, not to give up on my self. 

Its really a good movie and one of those that you just dont understand before thinking about it for a while. Have you seen this movie ? If so what did you think about it ? 

✨ Res ✨